crying mad…

Posted on Tuesday 4 November 2008

After a wave of ‘nerves,’ I drove to the grocery store and searched for those things wives put on grocery lists to torture husbands – pomegranate juice, septic tank treatment, olive and pimento pieces. I voted weeks ago, but I drove by my polling place just to take a look. There was a full parking lot, but no obvious line. This is Georgia where Saxby Chambliss said "those other folks are voting" – referring to the african-american voter turn out in Atlanta and the Metro area. So I was hoping for a low turnout here in the traditionally Republican mountains of North Georgia. No such luck. Our county has 18,389 registered voters. 7,486 voted early! More than usually even vote I think and there are plenty of people voting today.

On the way home, the Fall leaves were spectacular on a bright, sunny day. And I was crying. It surprised me because it wasn’t connected to anything I was thinking about. It’s not about the outcome of this election anymore. Barring election fraud, I’m hopeful. But even if it doesn’t turn out like I want it to, I did all I could do, and I’m proud of how much others have done. Obama couldn’t have done better. My apolitical daughter was out driving voters at 7:00 AM in Raleigh. My wife has been on the phone for moveon.org for several days. And I found the pomegranate juice.

It took me a few minutes to figure out the tears. They were tears of anger. After four years, there’s something about today that let me feel how angry I am at George Bush, Dick Cheney, Karl Rove, the Religious Right demagogues who helped elect them, and everyone else involved in what they’ve done to my country. So here I am, a sixty plus year old reasonable guy, driving down the street crying mad, wanting to start a revolution. So I stopped at the mailbox, picked up the mail, drove to our cabin, and unloaded the groceries. Some revolutionary. But it helped for the moment to have my outburst. I think finding peace is going to be harder than I’d like in these coming months…
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    dc
    November 4, 2008 | 11:13 PM
     

    I’ve had the same type tears.

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