{"id":4292,"date":"2010-08-08T23:49:54","date_gmt":"2010-08-09T03:49:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/1boringoldman.com\/?p=4292"},"modified":"2010-08-09T00:02:38","modified_gmt":"2010-08-09T04:02:38","slug":"ballad-of-the-sad-soldier","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/1boringoldman.com\/index.php\/2010\/08\/08\/ballad-of-the-sad-soldier\/","title":{"rendered":"ballad of the sad soldier&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<br \/>\n<blockquote>\n<div align=\"center\"><strong><a target=\"_blank\" href=\"http:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2010\/08\/09\/us\/09manning.html?pagewanted=1&#038;ref=global-home\">Early Struggles of Soldier Charged in Leak Case<\/a><\/strong><br \/><strong>New York Times<\/strong><br \/>  By GINGER THOMPSON<br \/>  August 8, 2010<\/div>\n<p align=\"justify\"> <img decoding=\"async\" width=\"100\" hspace=\"4\" border=\"1\" align=\"right\" src=\"http:\/\/graphics8.nytimes.com\/images\/2010\/08\/09\/us\/09manning2\/MANNING-articleInline.jpg\" \/>CAMBRIDGE, Mass. &mdash; He spent part of his childhood with his father in the  arid plains of central Oklahoma, where classmates made fun of him for  being a geek. He spent another part with his mother in a small, remote  corner of southwest Wales, where classmates made fun of him for being  gay. Then he joined the Army, where, friends said, his social life was defined by the need to conceal his sexuality under &ldquo;<span class=\"meta-classifier\">don&rsquo;t ask, don&rsquo;t tell<\/span>&rdquo; and he wasted brainpower fetching coffee for officers.<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\"> But it was around two years ago, when Pfc. <span class=\"meta-per\">Bradley Manning<\/span>  came here  to visit a man he had fallen in love with, that he finally  seemed to have found a place where he fit in, part of a social circle  that included politically motivated computer hackers and his boyfriend, a  self-described drag queen. So when his military career seemed headed  nowhere good, Private Manning, 22, turned increasingly to those friends  for moral support. And now some of those friends say they wonder whether his desperation  for acceptance &mdash; or  delusions of grandeur &mdash; may have led him to  disclose the largest trove of government secrets since the Pentagon  Papers.<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\"> &ldquo;I would always try to make clear to Brad that he had a promising future  ahead of him,&rdquo; said Daniel J. Clark, one of those Cambridge friends.  &ldquo;But when you&rsquo;re young and you&rsquo;re in his situation, it&rsquo;s hard to tell  yourself things are going to get better, especially in Brad&rsquo;s case,  because in his past, things didn&rsquo;t always get better.&rdquo;<\/p>\n<div align=\"justify\"> Blond and barely grown up, Private Manning worked as an intelligence  analyst and was based east of Baghdad. He is suspected of disclosing  more than 150,000 diplomatic cables, more than 90,000 intelligence  reports on the war in Afghanistan and one video of a military helicopter  attack &mdash; all of it classified. Most of the information was given to WikiLeaks.org, which posted the war reports after sharing them with three publications, including The New York Times&#8230;<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<div align=\"justify\">This is one sad story from beginning to end. When I first saw that video of the Reuters guys being shot, I wondered where it came from, just now connecting it to the &quot;big leak.&quot; If you read this whole story, Brad was sad, but he was also mad. He took it out on the Army, and now he&#8217;s in an isolation cell on suicide watch.<\/div>\n<blockquote>\n<div align=\"justify\"> &#8230;And it seems the more isolated he felt in the military &mdash; he wore custom  dog tags that said &ldquo;Humanist,&rdquo; and friends said he kept a toy fairy wand  on his desk in Iraq &mdash; the more he clung to his hacker friends. According to Wired magazine, Private Manning told Mr. Watkins last  January that he had gotten his hands on a secret video showing a  military helicopter attack that killed  two Reuters photographers and  one Iraqi civilian.\t<\/div>\n<p align=\"justify\"> In a computer chat with Mr. Lamo, Private Manning said he gave the video  to WikiLeaks in February. Then, after WikiLeaks released it in April,  Private Manning hounded Mr. Watkins about whether there had been any  public reaction. &ldquo;That was one of his major concerns once he&rsquo;d done  this,&rdquo; Mr. Watkins told Wired. &ldquo;Was it really going to make a  difference?&rdquo; In his computer chats with Mr. Lamo, Private Manning described how he  downloaded the video and lip-synched to Lady Gaga as he copied hundreds  of thousand of diplomatic cables.<\/p>\n<div align=\"justify\"> &ldquo;Hillary Clinton and several thousand diplomats around the world are  going to have a heart attack,&rdquo; he boasted. But even as he professed a  perhaps inflated sense of purpose, he called himself &ldquo;emotionally  fractured&rdquo; and a &ldquo;wreck&rdquo; and said he was &ldquo;self-medicating like crazy.&rdquo; And as he faces the possibility of a lifetime in prison, some of Private Manning&rsquo;s remarks now seem somewhat prophetic. &ldquo;I wouldn&rsquo;t mind going to prison for the rest of my life, or being  executed so much,&rdquo; he wrote, &ldquo;if it wasn&rsquo;t for the possibility of having  pictures of me plastered all over the world press.&rdquo;<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<div align=\"justify\">The saddest thing of all is that Brad was too late. Those of us who want to know about the underbelly of these wars already know. Those that don&#8217;t want to know are already fixed in their denial. Brad&#8217;s&nbsp; leak probably isn&#8217;t &quot;really going to make a  difference.&quot; We&#8217;re already maxed out on disillusionment&#8230;<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Early Struggles of Soldier Charged in Leak CaseNew York Times By GINGER THOMPSON August 8, 2010 CAMBRIDGE, Mass. &mdash; He spent part of his childhood with his father in the arid plains of central Oklahoma, where classmates made fun of him for being a geek. 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