{"id":831,"date":"2006-12-12T21:50:54","date_gmt":"2006-12-13T02:50:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/1boringoldman.com\/index.php\/2006\/12\/12\/meanwhile-back-in-christendom\/"},"modified":"2006-12-12T22:19:35","modified_gmt":"2006-12-13T03:19:35","slug":"meanwhile-back-in-christendom","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/1boringoldman.com\/index.php\/2006\/12\/12\/meanwhile-back-in-christendom\/","title":{"rendered":"meanwhile, back in Christendom…"},"content":{"rendered":"
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2nd pastor resigns over gay sex scandal<\/strong><\/a><\/div>\n
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The founding pastor of a second Colorado church has resigned over gay sex allegations, just weeks after the evangelical community was shaken by the scandal surrounding megachurch leader Ted Haggard.<\/div>\n
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On Sunday, Paul Barnes, founding pastor of the 2,100-member Grace Chapel<\/strong><\/a> in this Denver suburb, told his evangelical congregation in a videotaped message he had had sexual relations with other men and was stepping down.<\/div>\n

Dave Palmer, associate pastor of Grace Chapel, told The Denver Post that Barnes confessed to him after the church received a call last week.<\/p>\n

On the videotape, which The Post was allowed to view, Barnes told church members: "I have struggled with homosexuality since I was a 5-year-old boy. … I can’t tell you the number of nights I have cried myself to sleep, begging God to take this away."<\/p>\n

Pastor resigns over homosexuality <\/strong><\/a><\/p>\n

Sitting cross-legged in jeans and an open-collar shirt, Barnes spoke in his video about evolving feelings growing up in a firm moral family: from confused little boy to adolescent racked with self-loathing and guilt. <\/p>\n

In their only talk about sex, Barnes said his father took him on a drive and talked about what he would do if a "fag" approached him. Barnes thought, "’Is that how you’d feel about me?’ It was like a knife in my heart, and it made me feel even more closed." <\/p>\n

When Barnes experienced a Christian conversion at 17, it gave him a glimmer of hope. But his homosexual feelings never went away, he said. He said he cannot accept that a person is "born that way," so he looks to childhood influences.<\/strong><\/div>\n
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Barnes said he asked God many times why he was called to ministry, to start Grace Chapel, carrying a "horrible burden."<\/div>\n

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Barnes described struggling with what he believes is the biblical teaching that homosexuality is an abomination. Over the years, he grew to accept that "this is my thorn in the flesh." <\/div>\n

Barnes expressed hope for a future where one can "be who you are" and be accepted and loved in the Christian community and also spoke about "separating some of the teachings from Scripture" from Jesus Christ. <\/p>\n

Palmer said he wasn’t sure what Barnes meant, but Barnes told him that he believes God views homosexuality as a sin. Barnes said he has been in counseling three times and never found anyone he could talk to.<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n
I feel really sorry for these guys, Ted Haggard and Paul Barnes. They both grew up in fundamentalist homes and never had a chance to confront their sexuality in an accepting environment. They were doomed to a life of private conflict and turmoil, from which their personal world offered them no escape. I suspect that "Barnes said he has been in counseling three times and never found anyone he could talk to" might have something to do with the counsellors he consulted – Christian Counsellors that shared his own fundamentalist bias.<\/div>\n
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My anger isn’t towards these two men. It’s towards the James Dobsons and Louis Sheldons who actively perpetuate this hateful perversion of Christianity. Like their partners in crime in the White House, they’re hurting untold numbers of people by pressing their own jaded views on others for personal gain.  Paul Barnes both "expressed hope for a future where one can ‘be who you are’ and be accepted and loved in the Christian community" and apparently also thinks "God views homosexuality as a sin." That is the kind of sensless torment and conflict that no person should have to live with. <\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

2nd pastor resigns over gay sex scandal   The founding pastor of a second Colorado church has resigned over gay sex allegations, just weeks after the evangelical community was shaken by the scandal surrounding megachurch leader Ted Haggard. … On Sunday, Paul Barnes, founding pastor of the 2,100-member Grace Chapel in this Denver suburb, told […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-831","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-politics"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/1boringoldman.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/831","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/1boringoldman.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/1boringoldman.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/1boringoldman.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/1boringoldman.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=831"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/1boringoldman.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/831\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/1boringoldman.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=831"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/1boringoldman.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=831"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/1boringoldman.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=831"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}