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Posted on Thursday 17 September 2009

Maybe it was just a different time of life, when Peter, Paul, and Mary were on every record player, and, in spite of the killings and the demonstrations, we seemed to be heading somewhere. The past always looks better than it was, I suppose. And the future looked better then too than it looks now being in it. But my friends who were in Viet Nam now talk openly about the war [they didn’t back then], though we never talk about whether the war was a good thing or a bad thing. It’s just stories about their time there, part of their lives. And when we talk about our Civil Rights days, it’s usually personal stories – not the burning issues of those times.

And here we are again – confusing wars that have become disconnected from the reason they’re being fought; nightly harangues about racism and socialism on the evening news; conservative this and liberal that. One thing about those sixties that was different for me – I didn’t know the history that went with it. I mean I didn’t know it from the inside. I knew there had been a Great Depression and that there had been a labor movement and lots of singers and songs that came out of that time. I guess I didn’t know so much about the opposition to FDR and the New Deal. By the time I came along, it was World War II and FDR was venerated as the person who got us through the Depression and that horrible war, rather than the New Dealer that many called a communist or a socialist who waged war with those moneyed Americans that plunged us into financial ruin.

I’ve always said that the sixties was the only period when I ever really understood the world. Segregation was wrong; the War in Viet Nam was wrong; JFK and MLK and Pete Seeger [and me] were right. The world made sense. Fix the wrong things and everything would be just fine. By then, communism was a noble idea on paper, but it just didn’t work. It just deteriorated into Dictatorships. And anyway, American Democracy usually gets things right sooner or later. The pendulum just swings back and forth – and the middle prevails. "We shall overcome…"

Only now the history is my history, some things I was even a part of. It’s not some vague black and white photo of the dust bowl or FDR, or a scratchy record with Woody Guthrie’s nasal voice. And when I read these signs from last weekend’s march, I wonder what in the hell those people are thinking. Do they have any idea of what those historical references really mean? The symbols seems too dark for the topic [our symbols were pretty extreme too]:

I suppose we all overstate our causes. We feel and live as if the the issue of the moment is for all time, and if it doesn’t go our way, the cataclysm of centuries will befall us, never to be undone. That’s not right, of course. But that is the way things feel. And I suppose that’s what those hateful teabaggers’ signs are about. I doubt that Jane Fonda in Hanoi, "Flower Power", or the self-sacrifice of the Monk won many hearts and minds either.

Somewhere, some time, we will have a health care system like the other democracies – managed by the government. Somewhere, some time, we will do something about carbon emissions. Somewhere, some time, the disastrous legacy of the Bush Administration will just be common knowledge. Just like somewhere, some time, we were going to have an African-American President [instead of a British-American President]. But vaguely knowing that things generally work out for the best is no help during the moments of real life when things are being their usual messy selves…
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    Woody Harriman
    September 17, 2009 | 3:58 PM
     

    I was especially glad to read your blog today.

    More so when I was younger than nowadays. I’d find myself trying to convey strongly-held feelings as though even hyperbole itself wasn’t able to accurately depict their importance. I eventually learned the difference between vaguely knowing something and actually feeling it passionately (much, I’m certain, to the relief of those who were within earshot of me). I learned it the way I seemed to have learned practically everything worth learning in my life – by running headfirst into it over and over until I wore myself out. Nobody ever said I was smart.

    So there’s no substitute for perspective. “American Democracy usually gets things right sooner or later. The pendulum just swings back and forth – and the middle prevails.” You are exactly right, and I know it, and I’m glad you reminded me of it. Of course, it just doesn’t feel as good as I’d like. On the other hand, there’s no way I could be consumed by worry and outrage 24/7. The old ticker wouldn’t take it, I get all kinds of good things from your blog!

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    Joy
    September 17, 2009 | 8:45 PM
     

    Mickey, I’m grateful for your blog too.

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